Still it feels like drowning as long as I keep denying the existence of this ever-flowing stream. Not a matter of disaffection, but a void of self-reflection. Drinks never empty, drugs never distant. Swallowing lifetime while resetting my mind. Stop holding on to empty chairs at empty tables. This fraud has never been mistaken. Don't mind reasoning, but accept you're not able to reject. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Submit to self-destruction. So I say “Fuck!”. No healthy way out here. It's become a personal frontier. Call it polemic. Don't close your eyes before the truth. Since there's always a reminder, an individual they'd like to hinder from escaping this self-indulging world of hate. A wall in any direction. Conformity is not a an option. Scars of agony rinsing the shore. The undertaker is waiting to bury the sick and old. Wipe the dust of the counter. Vanish the evidence of being. Unplug the machines. This life support is the dependency from human waste. Regain perception. Find yourself singled out in an army of mercenaries. Get out and run, get out of here, ain't no farewell looking back. Already close to the edge, so why not try? Take off. […]